It Might Sound Crazy 🏳️‍🌈 LGBT BLOG

It might sound crazy 

I know this sounds really crazy 

but I lay there night after night 

watching all these films 

and I think to myself 

the struggle and lives that people lead 

I watched a film called 

prayers for bobby 

and it really puts things into perspective 

for life in general 

I never really had anyone 

to talk to properly about being gay.

There are millions of people out there 

all in the same boat 

and having someone to talk to 

and listen to you can 

really make a difference 

I never really talk to people about my life 

is it because I'm scared to 

maybe 

but there are so many ways out there for people too and I fel like I need to do something bout it 

I journal my life and write every feeling and emotion I feel down for people to look back on in the years to come 

I don't try 

and 

maybe that is my weakness 

Why is it so wrong ?? 

It's not I think but 

I don't take the time out 

to do anything about it 

I just can't seem to get a focus on anything and why 

cause I never had anything to focus on 

being wrapped up in others things

Like life 

work 

and friends

 I have missed the biggest part of my life 

I am approaching 32 this year 

and have nothing to look back on 

and think that I made any real contribution to the world in any way shape or form 

there are people out there 

fighting everyday 

Whether it being 

human rights 

The right to marry 

The right to be with the one you love 

But in an unforgiving world it is an up hill struggle ? 

Staying in most nights is probably not good for you or socialising with people 

like myself has kept me sheltered 

is it the scaredness of a person enough to make things better ?

I  Suppose blogging everyday is a good way but if no one reads or hears about it then what is a person to do ?

pack up and move away 

run and hide from problems 

or doing something about it 

as I write this I have all the best intentions of trying to do better for myself 

but I know that within a couple of days or weeks it will be a forgotten piece of writing drifting about in the ether somewhere 

Where is the logic in that ?? 

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